Hmmm.. wel?

I have NO fukcing idea why im so set on living without hate and sadness. Its liek its this natural thought in my mind that lets me say "Ima be the better person and move on" or "Well Im going to forgive you, i dont wanna be angry all the time" or shit like that. Its liek ima fucking old wise man or something.

Sometimes i wonder if having that natural state of mind even works. I dont really remember how else to think or anything, but its always a thought.

then i remember that it does alwyas work, and I have nothing to worry about. Rid yourself from hatred and you will rid all that is bad in your past, present and future, ggoddamit.... yup youll see. you sure will. in the end it wins so naturally its cruel.

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