Wow... im stressed.

Well Im getting owned by life right now...


Started work at the Sushi joint, its a blast, it gets hectic but nothin i cant handle after working in coffee for so long. Its actually very similar. The traditions, lifestyle, work environment, its all like the same, kinda interesting. Im making sushi too so ima chef, its awsome, i love it..

But idk whats been wrong with me. ive had this feeling in the pit of my stomach for some time, its like a scared, sick, unconfortable feeling. Pretty much the all the bad feelings in one. I hate it, i need help but i dont know what to ask for. I guess its money, but i mean i have a livible amount, and i guess it could be i need to cut down on work and school but then i wouldnt continue my success.

Moving out is going to be very interesting. Ive never moved out for REAL. I mean liek im bringing all my shizz with me, liek EVERYTHING. Im tired of my fuckgin mom treating me either like im 5 or that im some kind of fuck up. Its ridiculous. I havnt met one adult whos thought i was any younger then 25. Maybe im giving myself too much credit. I could be... i probably am. -sigh-