hey cool. I havnt felt liekt his in ages. But i sure remember it.

Ok so i found this program off the net a few weeks ago,"Recover my FIles" it wasnt freeware i jacked it from a torrent. I have this HDD i used to use too, Maxtor 200gb, this thing had everything on it; Pics, Sampel Work, sites, vids, and 120gb of musik. I lost it about 5 months ago... It was very tramatic for me. If your not fimilar with 120gb of musik, thats 20,000 songs. So now today ive accumulated about 30gb of new musik and adding. Well i got this program and i decided to plug in that ol 200gb. A week and 17 hours later, BOOOOM 134gb OF LOST DATA FOUND! Fuck yes this all happened last night, am so happy. All my old musik is still fuckgin good and its all saveed onto another 120 gb HDD and i am now backing up everything. ive learned my lesson i tihnk, and i just realized ive never like gay musik. Ever. -off to work

..but Eve 6 is a fucking great band


^work post

so wtf?
woke up, went to work.

then i got out after 1000 years

and walked to my car. in the ghetto

and after all was said and done, i love my baby.

Well some new "additions" im going to call them have entered my life. Its one of those crazy absolutely terrible disturbing bad types of things that you know in the back of your mind will turn into something insanly beautifuly awsome. I have alot of those in searching my past, but the rule pretty much is flawless, and im sure that this isnt the last incodent/event either... Alls i knows is that Ive come to the conclusion that this is for sure something im going to live with and live for, for sure. Easy? No. Accepting? Not quite yet. Worth it? Yes...with out a doubt.

Theres also something else i cant seem to get around though. Its humans. There just so disgusting, majority speaking. What we do to eachother its so inhumane[no pun intended]. When you look at the human race as a species and then take a look at say, a horse or a turtle, humans are jsut asking to ruin everything. For instance, whens the last time youve seen a horse like, uhm, lie to another horse in order to get a horse introuble. Or you never see a turtle kill another turtle because he wanted the other turtles land. You never see a horse ruin another horses life mentally, jsut because he has the power. Horses or turtles arnt emotionally unstable, or mentally weak. Horse or turtles dont hurt eachother out of pure enjoyment nor do they have a negative effect on there fellow species lives. Horses are happy to be horses and happy to live, same with turtles. Whats wrong with being a turtle? You get to swim, eat w.e you want, mate, look cute, have shells. I mean thats so nice isnt it? But bein a human is even better, see, you can do all the things a turtle can if you want, plus show emotion like love and pleasure and do a whole heap of things that a turtle cant. But guess what. Humans are greedy and full of pride.. i wanna go on but ill stop this post abruptly.